As a T.i. I find myself often thinking about the should've, would've, could've in my life. Like should I have responded differently when I was first being systemically targeted? Would life look different right now?
I didn't know I was targeted at first. I just knew people were doing a bunch of foul things around me. Does that account for anything among my peers?
When everyone seems to turn against you who do you turn to? After all, that's exactly what happens in a targets life. Everyone turns against them. It's kinda weird if you ask me. But ask anyone who has systemically been targeted and they will tell you the same. There are more people in the world ready to sell you down the river than there are those that will stand with you; for you.
I've found there is a reason for this.
Please allow me to explain.
I've since learned - after burning all my bridges down - that life has its way of trying to tear people down.
It doesn't matter if you're good or bad.
Good things happen to bad people and bad things happen to good people. However, there is that biblical fundamental law of nature that we can't change, which is we all reap what we sow. If we sow bad seeds we will reap a bunch of useless harvest that serves as waste. Wasted friendships, wasted time, wasted resources, the list is endless.
So if I wouldn't have burned all my bridges down, surely life wouldn't have been the same as it is now. That is one thing I can say confidently. But I can't say it would be much better. Heck, it was when I was doing all the right things that all the bad things began to happen. Life wasn't reflecting all the things I was pouring forward. It was quite the opposite really.
It's a funny thing how people can do you wrong every which way possible and then when you finally get mad and return "the favors" they all of a sudden consider you the bad guy. Like, do a hundred good things and one bad thing you're not going to be remembered for the 100, but the one!
They never forget the one thing you did wrong.
The world is so jacked up, ain't it?
But that's where I came up with this little understanding that helps me to look at myself as a survivor instead of a victim.
Although they call good bad and bad good these days it's not about "them" it's moreso about us.
Me...
You...
So it is valuable to gain a fundamental understanding of what I'm sharing here - no matter your belief system - because this truth makes everything make sense.
Inside of each one of us is the root of who we are (our soul). The root of our existence (our soul). This can be (in so many ways) considered our source.
Like a lightbulb has a source.
But if we aren't plugged into our source then the disconnect causes the lightbulb to go out. The same with us. The light we possess inside of us can illuminate the way - if we are in-tune, connected, and in harmony (like our fuses can't be burned out if you get my drift). However so, if we aren't plugged into our source (in this case haven't turned back to our Father) then we are disconnected, powerless, and going to die.
Listen friends.
We are angels having a human host body experience. Although, some are from above and some are from below.
"They" are those from below; and they simply want to take the good inside of each one of us and turn that into something evil that goes down into the pit.
They do that through life experiences.
This is called transmutation. An energy worker knows a lot about this jargon. Yet they don't seem to tell the truth as to why it exists.
Do they even know? I often wonder.
I always hear them pretend to want to transmute negative energy into good when that is not why transmutation exists in the first place.
Unfortunately for most people they don't know who they are, where they come from, and why they're here. This keeps people from understanding the in-depth relationship between them and the bad things that happens around them or to them. Although, it seems most people go through that point in life where they're looking for the answers to the aforementioned questions they don't always come to the knowledge of the truth. I see people searching the answers out and then the moment they find something that makes sense to them they count it as truth even though its not the full truth.
Finding the truth is difficult, time consuming, and you have to want it more than ya want anything else. As a target. I needed to understand the world, what was going on in it, and why. Without gangstalkers and lying plants who came into my life with an agenda I wouldn't have searched so hard. For this I'm grateful.
They want so badly to turn us into the monsters they are. It's why they target the children. Heck, it is why they target us. Needless-to-say, it's not about them. Even if you don't believe in the gospel (which is the only truth this world has ever known) you can see there are good people and there are bad people in this world. Without one the other doesn't exist.
When you encounter bad people, it doesn't matter what they do to you what matters most is how you handle it and respond.
Repaying evil with evil is evil.
It simply is about doing the right thing even when others around you aren't. It is showing love when others are full of hate. It is giving even when it could be your last to help fill another man's stomach.
To do that one must be united back unto their source; Jesus.
He is the one that makes one new man from the two.
Ephesians 2:15 Having abolished in his flesh the enmity, even the law of commandments contained in ordinances; for to make in himself of twain one new man, so making peace;
The twain.
The good me - the bad me - yoked together. You have the same condition straight out of the womb. So does everyone else. That's why they would show them cartoons with the angel and the demon placed on opposite shoulders encouraging a character to do something wrong or right. It's the human condition unless you turn back via repentance and asking Jesus into your life.
When He wasn't in my life I would respond to the evil workers with evil. And then before I learned how to lay my life down and follow Him. I thought eye for an eye tooth for a tooth. In error! How does that make me better than them? How can I look down on someone that I'm behaving like?
I've learned from experience.
The bad me was trying to eat the good me alive. It was a vicious cycle. Now I recognize my wrongs. The evil purposed in my heart to do those things that were self-gratifying. Now I don't think about just myself anymore.
I think about others.
Like those who gangstalk.
They must be hurting. They have to be full of demons. Their lives have got to be shitty!
How can you hate someone who is going to hell? How can you hate someone who shows wickedness daily? Don't you know that man's fate is worse than your current situation?
I do. And I get it.
Many of you don't because you don't believe who Jesus says you are. You don't believe why He said you need to repent. You don't believe there's a heaven or a hell.
This is why they're always slowly winning. They chip away at your life and ultimately you make the decision. It is written in Hosea 4:6 my people perish for s lack of knowledge. So many targets are bitter, lonely, want revenge, and full of hate. Little do they know. This is how evil takes over those who left home and have no idea who they are or where they come from.
I'm not a victim - despite how much shit they've put me through - I am a survivor.
I aim to help others learn how to live that out. Whether they want to believe or not doesn't matter because somewhere deep down within lies the truth. And the truth - once you know it - sets you free.
I can't for the life of me understand why anyone wouldn't want to understand the fundamentals of being targeted!
I did. Finding out the little ins and outs, the why's and the why nots, hoping for a better outcome not understanding the reasoning. It's an endless vicious cycle when you there's a lot to figure out.
I feel sorry for anyone who doesn't want to figure things out. They can't be happy. I know I wasn't. I was living in my victim mentality. They won't let me work. They won't let me bank. They won't stop stealing my money. I could go on and on about what "they" do/did. But I won't because there power in that doesn't culminate on my side. In fact, they win when I talk like that. Instead, I will think of ideas to combat the theft. I will work on ways to offset the blacklisting. I will work on ways to grow an audience for my work, and work on my work until my work is stellar enough for the real me to be displayed among the people...
Or until they send me home (and that would be a blessing). Either way, I am not giving up. I am not giving in. I will keep pressing forward despite all the sabotaging I have experienced along the way.
They use their devices and I use my authority.
My forcefield that sits around me (they call it the biofield) is built up upon the rock. My faith is unwavering and my choice is made. I will die on this hill as a survivor! Maybe one day - Abba willing - I will talk about that in detail. For now, I just wanted to set the stage so to speak. That way people understand. I don't identify as a victim to their crimes against humanity. I am a survivor and...
NO WEAPON FORMED AGAINST ME WILL PROSPER
Little do people realize, everything has already been written and those who understand this will end up capable of standing in the fire.
I shall not die but LIVE and declare the works of the LORD!
